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How can I explain all this to you?
When everything I feel inside
Are lies that I tell myself
And a feeling of dread
That even my bright smile can’t hide
And I really think that it’ll never change
Because while Im getting older
Im trying to find the reasons
But the answers fade before I reach them
I look at your face
And try not to taste my rage
I’d like to think that someday
I’ll look at you and not hate you as I do
But you distorted my mind
You destructed my soul
You contamindated my heart
And now I can’t find my true self
I blame fate
Not to blame you
Maybe I’ll see the truth someday
But now everything I can see
Is blood on your hands
And tears in my eyes…